What does relapse means to you?

hello,
well., at this stage of my disease, i consider a week without purging (of course i still eat weird)...I feel like I could manage...ahhhh!!!
I am writing this very early, it is only 7 in the morning, but I' d rather mark my words now...and if the 7 day itch starts kicking in, then, I will read this entry and remember how good it feels to go to the restroom and use it, for....just going to the restroom.
yesterday I was quire upset because of my job and other major frustrations with my father, instead of stuffing my face..I chose the higher road and remember that (sadly) this is my body and, although he cares about me, ultimately the corpse under the ground will be me, not him!!!
Love and peace and have a serene day!!!