big fuck!!!
I feel utterly compulsive and fat at the same time, i want to eat!!! not binge, no! eat!!! and taste and enjoy food!! dammit!!!
but the sleeves of my shirt are squeeezing my fucking fat arms!
and you know what really bothers me the most? this is not even relevant! or at least it should not be! I should be focusing on work and stop being so delushional.
how sad! just this morning I was all smiles....well, happy because i have not thrown up in a week and a few hours later i feel so bad and fat and unworthy ...
holy crap!!!
PS: I really dislike one of younger sisters, this really pains me but we have nothing in common. Ughhh she is such a bitch....ruined my other sister's life by "attempting suicide" ...attention whore......
I feel CRAZY!!!!!
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