Treatment Centers? They WANT your Moneyyyy

Hi there,
So in a rare act of courage, I called yet another rehab facility. Yes, I had many questions regarding the treatment process, length, and so forth.
The man who answered the phone behaved like a lawyer. Of course, his main concern was: "when can you make the first deposit?". Bastard!!!! I am in tears, telling this asshole that I will pay for rehab myself and he is pressuring me to make a deposit??? Ughhhhh. I hung up on him after he refused to answer more questions about the treatment itself.
Mind you, he called me back (my office) immediately!!! god forbid he looses a client!
So triple fuck for me, because I was determined to go, thought they would be different....delushional thinking!!!!!!
I have yet to find a place where they actually CARE about the patient/ addict. I am not saying it should be free, of course it is a business after all...but they should be less synical about it!!!
So, I am bitter man!!!
Perhaps I am not ready...All this pesky feelings are flourishing because my fucking birthday is coming up and getting older just reminds me of the nothingness that I have accomplished.
Pitty party , pitty party